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jeh
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darn darnn.. gotta playy before tennis training starts.
but strangely i oso haf an urge to play tennis!!
d0h. i'll haf lotsa time to play tennis next mth. 3 times a week~
jeh
9:53 PM--
but i dunno what to sms her.
those forwarded msgs are definately a nono..
pretending as someone else is also outta point
so what shld jonnie do =| haf to consult my 'advisors' haha.
jeh
5:02 PM--
can't even leave e hse.
can't even bike.
can't even nap. the bed feels 'wet' cos the air is so dense now.
haha. mabbe i'll invite the usual ppl to come and play cs at my place.
something i discovered in some forum online =]
jeh
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hour haha. only seem to be able to write stuff for my blog at this
time. the blog site is down =| so i'm actually updating via email.
tennis training starts next week! argh. 2-3 times a week.
no, dun get me wrong. it's not as tho i'm super darn lazy to get to
sch to train but i dun seem to be gettin much joy out of this cca.
everyone joins a cca they like. i joined tennis cos i was interested
in taking it up.
but along the way thru all the coach scoldings..lects frm mr yeo.. my
interest has plummetted to a all-new low.. i'm only like coming to
training hoping for it to end..
this may sound damn f***-ed up for me to say that but i really tried
and gave up all i could to learn it. and i gave up like exco post at
Heritage Society to join tennis.. and become the worst guy there?!?
super dilemma now. i'm contemplating whether to go for dec training..
if i were to pon the whole month's training it's like equal to me
saying to mr yeo that i wanna quit tennis.
but i always harbour this thought that "maybe training's not so bad..
maybe things will improve.." urm it did lah. but it's a roller-coaster
ride. someitmes i'm gd, sometimes i'm sh*t. i'm juz in this super low
morale for tennis now.. honestly i dun get along well with the guy's
team. classmates think i'm super loud and crappy but when i go for
training i become rock and stone. i think there's ppl in tennis who
have neva heard my voice before Lol.
my cousin said since i'm already so fed up with tennis den why not
quit.. but on the other hand i dun think it's so bad..
but lookin at my skills, it's NOT gonna bring me to any tournament or
even a sch-friendly!!
i also dun wanna quit tennis cos i dun wanna let my parents down :(
they bought me this racket and even said that same racket would one
day bring me to wimbledon :P when they were on their china trip they
even bought me a second racket.. it may be a cheap racket but it's e
thought that counts. i know they won't want me to quit tennis :(
but i'm not really having a ball of a time there too :(
jeh
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cheeky leng
lao pervert face
this is damn mean. lol.
source: www.tehnub.blogspot.com
jeh
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one
two
three
four
hunks
looks familiar eh.
peppered bridge
koreans1
koreans2
jeh
1:46 AM--
my html is going down e drain :(
jeh
1:13 AM--
nothing since :(
jeh
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sounds so geek. =\ ppl who seem to know alot abt comps tend to sound like geekos.
jeh
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jeh
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it's not the running version but the exact same thing melvin and zw has. and mine costs like a fifth of theirs. lol.
jeh
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i haven't heard frm her since :(
this carol nonsense is going nowhere. Maybe what jess said is true.
"it's not usual for a girl her age to run away frm a guy she likes. maybe you shld just like another girl."
my perception of myself being "just another schboy crush" gets more real everyday.
030105 is probably one of the last few things i'm gonna do for her.
you may have seen this on my fone before. but i neva told you who wrote it.
My perception of "love" is a tainted one. For one i have never experienced the pleasent real side of it. I have never experienced the woman's touch of a female or her care and concern for her man. I have only had brief spuring moments by my once burning flame of "sorry to hear that", "oh my gosh are you okay" and "i hope you're fine" once made me determined to fight harder only to find out that Mrs Casanova said that with no genuine sincerity but only as an acknowledgement of pity for my suffering, so similar in essence to a civil servant dishing out the usual 'thank you for your suggestion however it is already under consideration' default template reply. Chould it be from thy that i evolved into a skeptical pessimist afraid to meet and commit his same follies again? Perhaps i wished i never met such a person as a so-called "1st girlfriend". Perhaps i should have listened to the boys and played ball instead that sunny sunday morning.
poem 1
Jonathan Bok
2310hrs
27-08-2004
2310hrs
27-08-2004
jeh
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he obviously was suan-ing me but i actually found it funny :P heck. i find alot of things funny.
But really, sr can't be all tt bad. she actually has ppl who appeal back after being posted to 'greener pestures' like aj, nyjc, acjc, cj and sa..
we having our class bbq later today. it's kinda sad because it somehow signifies my last day with 1s8 ):
It's no secret to everyone that i'm leaving the class and wun follow you guys up next yr. When mrs wong dropped the bombshell on Results Day i was somehow expecting that i would leave the class. Besides, i already made plans for the Arts fac after my mid-yr exams. so it wasn't too much of a devastation to me.
When i saw my result sheet honestly the 1st thing that went thru my mind was that i would have to leave sucha wonderful class. besides if one could say, had in one small tiny way or another, helped unify and bring together a class that was so badly seggregated then into what i would now call an Efficient Functional Team? In my whole schooling career 1s8 is probably one of the most memorable i've been thru.. many would testify for this. even zw. it's deja vou that this was the same class that was literally split and seperated into 2 camps in March-April 04. there was even the big contention on who could transfer out of 1s8 1st. all this in the 1st month of 2nd intake =\ and there's also the infamous Team CG excellence camp. which totally sucked lah.
anywayy 03/01/05 is an impt day next yr (: tt's when i wld launch a 2nd wave of 'attacks'.
urr no attack sounds terrible. hmm. my second round of "initiatives" =)
sadly i'm not fully looking forward to tennis training next mth.. it simply sucks being ticked off by the coach on a weekly basis. it doesn't help that i dun click on well with the other guys too. but the gal's team seems to treat me as one of dem tho. haha. they're juz trying to be nice. well tt's girls for you. friendly n cheerful.
not suggesting anything though.
jeh
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hohoho. btw this is totally not related to Math.
jeh
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and that's NOT me haha.
jeh
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Electrico - I Want You
jeh
4:58 PM--
available only in 1600x1200. however ur com should automatically able to resize the photos.
1s08_all_wallpaper
CT_car_all_wallpaper
1s08_girls_wallpaper
1s08_guys_wallpaper
and some unrelated stuff..
classmates in germany 2003
sec 2!
jeh
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Shin Mina
waaa..
urr okay. that person above is actually a guy. (?!?!)
thats one of the pics of him/her/it..another one shows him/her/it with adam's apple..
so either thats a he or its a she with a neck tumour that looks like an adam's apple.
http://www.kpopmusic.co.uk/shinmina.htm
http://www.dilmy.com/html/printarticle10
jeh
8:54 PM--
Carol likes jonathan.
Carol is shy.
Carol is very, very, very shy.
Jonathan's stuck on carol.
Carol stuck on jonathan?
Jonathan sent carol a letter 3 weeks ago.
Carol hasn't replied.
Jonathan took 1 hour to write her 3 lines.
His hands were shaking as he wrote on the bright pink letter.
Jonathan took 1 period to fold her letter into a triangle.
Jonathan was very nervous.
Jonathan wanted to personally give the letter to Carol.
Carol ran away.
Jonathan gave the letter to Dennis.
Dennis gave the letter to Carol.
Jonathan asked (in the letter) for her birthdate.
Carol hasn't replied.
One day jonathan brought a digicam to school.
Jonathan and Carol took a photo together.
Carol ran away after that.
Carol's voice sounds like Sandra Bullock.
Carol doesn't know.
Jonathan wants to get carol's number.
Joel has carol's number.
Jonathan's whole class knows about Carol.
Carol doesn't know Jonathan's whole class.
Apple says Jonathan and Carol are a strange pair.
Jonathan thinks so too.
Carol disappeared from bus 25.
Jonathan's always on bus 25.
Jonathan hasn't seen carol for weeks.
Jonathan is still waiting for her to reply..
What should he do?
jeh
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if i eva get my licence by 21.
looks damn ah pek but HEY. it's clutchless. clutches and me don't seem to getalong very well. haha.
if only those dumb authorities didn't change the age limit to 21.
i could ride that to school!! wth. a jc boy riding a motorcycle to school.
seems out of this world.
jeh
1:46 PM--
the veins in my head feel like they're gonna explode.
jeh
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jeh
11:48 PM--
and ms. hot bod is taken =\ by sum stupid beng i guess. what a pity.
eye candy's nice to look at. but her face resembles count dracula. imagine kissing a girl and seeing count dracula when u open ur eyes. lol.
and i think hardly anyone understands what i just typed. haha. that's cos i neva revealed who hottie hot bod and eye candy are.
jeh
11:24 PM--
having girls in our sch is not just about going to toilets to change and all tat stuffs...it will make us more aware of girls in the sense that know wat they dislike and whatsoever...
not having girls in sch make most of the victorians very shy in front of girls, but perhaps this is just how we are during this age...
what do you think?
horny lil boys.. =\
not having girls in sch make most of the victorians very shy in front of girls, but perhaps this is just how we are during this age...
what do you think?
It's a question of tradition. for 128yrs vs had always been a boy's school. admitting girls into vs now would somehow distort the history and richness of our identity.
That would not bring justice to the thousands of males who pinned on the vs badge.
That period in question about girls in vs in the 1970s is that yes there was a time when girls were actually IN vs, but not at secondary level. these were the Pre-U classes.
It's not as if being in vs would mean a total cut-off from the opposite gender..besides, considering how few boys schools are left in sg, wouldn't u consider urself lucky to experience a nostalgic boy's school education that only ur father/grandfather told to u as bedtime stories?
jeh
11:08 PM--
having girls in our sch is not just about going to toilets to change and all tat stuffs...it will make us more aware of girls in the sense that know wat they dislike and whatsoever...
not having girls in sch make most of the victorians very shy in front of girls, but perhaps this is just how we are during this age...
what do you think?
horny lil boys =\
not having girls in sch make most of the victorians very shy in front of girls, but perhaps this is just how we are during this age...
what do you think?
It's a question of tradition. for 128yrs vs had always been a boy's school. admitting girls into vs now would somehow distort the history and richness of our identity.
That would not bring justice to the thousands of males who pinned on the vs badge.
That period in question about girls in vs in the 1970s is that yes there was a time when girls were actually IN vs, but not at secondary level. these were the Pre-U classes.
It's not as if being in vs would mean a total cut-off from the opposite gender..besides, considering how few boys schools are left in sg, wouldn't u consider urself lucky to experience a nostalgic boy's school education that only ur father/grandfather told to u as bedtime stories?
jeh
11:08 PM--
jeh
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her skirt was so short *drool*
:P
jeh
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Infact i think Carol is even more shy than girl from Korea =
yes yes. ling would be v. interested in this.
The carol saga continues. with new characters introduced.
jeh
1:36 PM--
pretty please :|
jeh