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I wonder how my future schooling is going to be like. A part of me wants to stay on campus but hey man. you've just spent 2 years being cooped up in a communal room and you wanna do that all over again? I went to nus a few times over the week for some admin stuff and okay. its a bit sad that I got lost in my own school and a NTU guy knows my own school even more than I do. haha. but come to think of it my bunk was pretty fun. pretty gay too. seemingly many people in my bunk LOVED my bed for some unknown reason. many times I come back to the bunk and mr fatasscheeks or mr bondibeach would already be slumped on my mattress and pillow. and when i'm asleep they'll even come and crawl up beside me. omg I only realize how immensely gay and homosexual that was, now. Lol. but those were fun times :) the consequences, if i had brought along my comforter, would have been unfathomable. I think if i did that i'll never be able to sleep on my bed ever again.
no need to worry abt ccas/committees just to stay on. heck we didnt even have to study at all hahaha. seriously all we did all day long was go downstairs for kopi/teh, reduce our IQ reading Maxims/FHMs,possibly the only literature we ever read, kill time playing soccer, kill even more by watching nonsensical mediacorp shows during the day or 80s reruns at night (zoe tay was quite pretty back then. add to that fact that we're been locked up males for quite some time.) haha. i still feel a tinge of sadness that all that is gone right now and wont ever happen again.
I've stayed in ntu before and urh. to me its just like army bunk + slap on a table and lamp and thats it. thats your 'university hall'. Of course its wrong for me to base all that just on one hall stay whose blk number i really cant recall now but i've heard that they've done major improvemets esp after the EEEs and 'jumping' and hopping and especially so for the YOG next year. like wowz. they wanna give you aircon for every single room. congrats and well good luck with the hall fees..We/I could go on more on the ntu-bashing with the ching chong monkeys yunnan haircare lake and chinamen bus buddies to school everyday but no okay thats not proper. I'll just say that ntu leaves a bitter aftertaste. Its just somewhat my misfortunate that I've had regrettable/unfortunate experiences with most (but not all) the ntu people I come across. Its unfortunate.
and I know that i'm setting up a lightning rod here for controversy and neg. omen/bad karma.
I could go on even more about SMU but thats for another day. I forsake that school so much that I didnt even bother completing my application for it. you think then, that why did i even apply in the first place? hmm. cos i think I'm Different and I'm the Coolest Kid on the Block. haha. it just seems like nus students have a deep hatred for smu. and i'm not even a fully fledged 'nusser' yet.
In retrospect i wish i could have an insightful chat with a couple of people i met through the course of my life. i would love to talk to them beyong the small talk chat about the weather, school/work grind. the small talk grind is pretty lame (but of course indispensable in our daily lives) cos most of the time it sets me into autopilot mode and i literally mind-doze off .. When i was younger i had a pen pal. yes. you heard it right. we wrote pretty often. i guess it was another one of those boy-girl school things. haha the cool part is that no topic was ever spared. there was once we talked about cool make out spots and the nicest sex pose. Lol. i still keep in contact with her albeit much less often now. and of course we've all grown up and i know so little about her now. all i can say is that she's one of those newspaper writers you see in the news. infact while trying to get to sleep just now one of my jc girls popped up in my mind again. oh well. i was thinkiing of what would i have talked to her about.
i'm still searching to find out the name of that women's romance novelist who caused a stampede when he visited London. or somewhere in the UK. I read it on a foreign journal paper cos you'll never see news like this in sg. the news goes that this man was literally god's gift to women. many of his readers were urban working class and not very adept/lucky in the romance dept. it seems that they found a soft spot in his works and (believe this)many marriages in Britain were forged in part through his novels.
when i'm feeling down/sad/angry/emo-ing, I write junk here. sort of like what i'm feeling now just that i cant get to sleep. most guys start msging their girlfriends when they're having a rough time or things dont go their way. as for me. when i'm feeling sad i think of......
i can't think of anybody.
perhaps why so many of the posts i write here are so charged up and loaded. like the world did a massive injustice against me. with hand-waving and articulate finger waving signs directed towards the universe and beyond.
i think i must be a difficult boyfriend.
jeh
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I had a very satisfying sleep last night. I had a
that wasn't the end though. My dream was cut into 3 parts. the other part was a trip in taiwan climbing mountains on a scooter. it wasnt with Girl A though i think this time it was a guy. we went town to town on the bike and each time we got to a new place we had to climb a huge steep mountain.
The interesting take away from last night was that
1. you dont see girls in camp. much less one whom you so closely knew.
2. I havent been to taiwan in decades.
What could all that mean..? I've seen exam qns and predicted situations before but i am by no means a fortune teller.
I wish dreams came true.
jeh
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Maybe thats too strong a word. Loser. I have a 'friend' (he's an ex-colleague) who twitters and facebooks and -insert latest nerdy gizmo fad-'s and he qctually spends good money i.e sms/gprs connections just to write all that junk. For example:
Loser Friend: yet another miserable lunch alone. sigh.
Loser Friend: x days till official public release of Ipod Apple Banana Gizmo tech
Loser Friend: I've got a 5 foot d*ck
Loser Friend: I think i'm so gdamn hot that the whole world is dying to know wtf i'm doing at this very moment of my lowly measly existence
Loser Friend: I love annoying my perceived (or what I hope to believe) 'friends' with my farcical junk that I spread right here from the tips of my macdonald's soaked fingers!
disgusting.
please don't be an american pork eating swine who chomps down macdonald's junk. Its not that I hold a personal vendetta against Ronald and his magic M's (I was and still is a ardent fan of the McSpicy during my guard duty escapades of my ns term. It is afterall a guard duty must-have together with yam bubble tea and ramly and his lembu burgers!!! drooolz. ) But Singapore has so many more deserving people who would put your dollar to more noble causes. Like Ramly! Like the chicken rice seller who's struggling to put his kid thru university. Like the malay folks who make marvelous kueh dada who've got many more mouths at home to feed.
if you read what i write here often you realize i have many strong beliefs. convictions that I believe so strongly in that I lay down everything for. and so far I've predicted pretty darn well.
I believe my hopelessly borderline but still erstwhile and trustworthy campmate will make it to NTU. I believe pretty damn well in it cos I played a part in doing up his uni application! anyway person x says she worries for me. yes yes perhaps i'm a psychopath-in-training waiting to be unleashed to the world. must be the long hrs waging war in the office :P
life sucks and you know it.
jeh
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yours truly had a ball of a time with person x :) but too bad we hardly take photos. I'm gg to plan the next surprise.
life's been too great recently that I don't even want to start school hahaha!
jeh
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Filming was fun!
jeh
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This is so gay and I know i'm gonna regret saying this but I'm quite excited/can't wait for school to start later this year. we're cooking up a surprise for all you people out there it'll be so much fun.
oh and a girl whom I used to envy and hold in high regard for suddenly doesnt appear so chio anymore.
I must've sobered up by now. haha!
jeh