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you meet someone new
but she doesn't seem to get the hint/doesn't respond
you discover your childhood sweetheart left for someone new and she's plastered her lovey dovey photos all over the www
you're internalizing all this while trying to get to sleep at 4am.
sometimes life truly hands you down a fresh cake of wholesome shit.
despite all the guard duties you went through, no finite number of 'training' can prepare you for this.
bloody fucking shit deal i've got.
let me carry on with my personal tirade against the universe with violent and articulate hand+finger waving at the skies, 'why me's and what not.
jeh
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:)
jeh