jeh

Wednesday, July 30 7:54 PM

“The best thing about dreams is that fleeting moment, when you are between asleep and awake, when you don't know the difference between reality and fantasy, when for just that one moment you feel with your entire soul that the dream is reality, and it really happened.” - unsigned

I had a dream this afternoon.. so damn lousy feeling can. When i woke up i was feeling so sore abt it that i just wanna go back to sleep again. But alas don't you know that dreams only occur once? they don't repeat themselves. how queer ain't it.

I really cant believe the rate at which i'm growing older everyday. I successully deferred my offer to next year today and the confirmation letter arrived. nice. suddenly from leading a double life I'm now gonna be super free bumming around for half a year. I just can't believe it. By the time i matriculate my female classmates already graduated.

It's nice to have plans and projections in mind but its totally a diff thing to implement them man. According to my original targets i'm supposed to be damn busy now. anyway about them cursed plans, imagine this. The current (green) organisation that i work for is so stifled with red tape and bureaucracy that when they decided to organise a blood donation exercise to help save one of our colleagues (who recently had a major operation and needs 'x'-amount bags of blood daily) already passed away while waiting for the blood donation exercise to be "approved" and implemented.

This is the ludicrousy of that pathetic establishment that I'm hopelessly a part of.
That same one which keeps wasting my time for these 2 yrs and lots more in the years ahead.

jeh