jeh

Sunday, January 28 6:46 PM

its barely time for book in right now and i'm writing this last min nonsense here. welll yess for those uninformed, i am in the fated organisation right now. so far it's survivable, but the next 2 weeks gonna be worse.. esp when training is going to intensify and the tekan-ing starts.. i feel so extremely sad right now. my section/bunk mates are a great buncha people, but nothing else compares to being a free and easy person without any obligations attached.. and yes you meet many strange weird people..like girlfriend show-offs and softie wussies.. its hard to verbalize the feeling i have right now. better book in early today. sigh. bye bye.

jeh

Monday, January 8 2:50 AM

I'm not going to comment on this (:
flanderdily dillidoo!

jeh

Friday, January 5 12:09 AM

I just recovered from a flu, fever and (hopefully soon) cough. It sure is a nice way to start off 2007 with a bang like this. 4 DAYS OF MY LIFE JUST WENT BY LIKE THAT. nb. being sick totally sucks. but i really am very very thankful i didn't fall that sick during school and esp. the A's. i think i havent had sucha bad strike in many years. i didnt take my temp but i was this hot: i could feel the heat on my bed with my own bare hands. normally you cant do that cos the temp of yr skin and the surface is roughly the same so you wont feel any diff. but WOAH. my body was burning red coals i was like the human heat blanket! anyway the next day after taking 3 rounds of panadol and flu med it came down to around 38 deg. which is like much more bearable. oh man imagine having to mug with a 38.5 deg kind of fever. you'll get the nobel prize for peseverence. anyway talking abt 'mug', i cleared my room a few days ago and wow. theres like a whole STASH of books notes papers that i collected over the yrs. and its like as if i only used a single file of notes/past yr papers to revise for the a's. its so small that i can pop it into a deuter and still have space for a winter coat. that's worrying. but one thing for sure i am damn hell relieved i'm no longer a part of that shady behemoth MOE machinery. but like the sad life i have here, i merely transit from one hell hole to another. gah. like what lings loves to scream out. army awaits. damn you lightning bolt, damn you. why must you take away 2 yrs of a man's youthful existence and throw him into the darkest dimensions of civilisation of chao keng and the realm of colourful dialect expelatives and in the process cleverly cover it up as a glamourous duty to your own country. argh i wont even go into the 'gender equality' part. DAMN do you know i barely have a WEEK left to do everything i ever wanted before being slammed into jail. i want
-a picnic ):
-a chalet's already called off cos well
1. its too late to org and book one
2. k and me just cannot financially sustain it on our own. we'll need an IPO! heh.
thats bs.
- amusement ride? haha.

anyway, I don't know abt the rest, (i.e the mini Srjc community of kkk, wiee sheng, k, jon teo and me all on the same date [and time!]) but the closer that damned date comes the more you start to hate it. at first you think wow its so great its gg to be like a 2yr long boy scount camp. my foot. you wait long long. haha. i really have this impression that its gg to be like camp + pw + saikang all rolled into one. and shit lah. I havent trained yet. How! HOW!

jeh