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sick. hahahahaha.
jeh
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you know seriously like what lings tells me imagine what my grades wld be like if i really started studying. currently i'm not flapping abt in the water but i'm not that great either. gah anyway school is coming to an end. that's worrying cos that also means GM shld have started long ago. or at least not too long ago.
anyway (dun tell PH ah.) the bus came bloody late yesterday and i actually ran (for the 1st time in months) to the gate. and the gate was slammed shut in my face. wah. very nice ah. nevermind seeing that there were like 100 others i decided to run to the back gate instead. on the way i called edwin knowing that lazy **** probably overslept again and to climb tog. hohoho he just woke up. hahaha. sensing that he'll prob never arrive within the next 10mins i proceeded for my maiden journey to climb into school. you know it feels damn great to cheat the system. it's really damn rewarding to get that sense of satisfaction after the many stupid dingdong times i sheepishly just gave over my id card for being late and listening to that blob of lard venting at us. Lol. if i were to climb everyday i'll prob be waking up at 7.
i must seriously honestly start studying. i have this immense gift of being able to idle and stone for hrs on end. i rmbr imagining like why sg totally refuses to have a nuclear pwr plant. and woah. it came out for MYE gp. anyway since we're on the topic of dreams i shall briefly elaborate some bloody distrubing things that often clog my head.
1. janesa has appeared in my nightmare before. she was throwing rocks and chairs at my window for say/doing something that prob was related to pdn. hahaha. thank goodness it nv occured again.
2. i frequently have a nightmare abt being attacked by crows. being pecked and pooted on the head. it's a bloody gross nightmare and i always suddenly wake up in jitters.
THAT has been occuring damn often. argh.
3. it's damn ironic that J*-Lim teaches pe. hahahahaha. and he has bad memory too.
it doesn't help that my MYE results have made me complacent. its not that wonderful if you were to plot it and extrapolate it in the larger scheme of things. it's a sentence ms thiang loves to use. i kind of miss ker jim's tutorial too. hahahaha. they're quite entertaining actually.
i haven't received any vocational test/interview letter at all. (: if i cld i'll keep a whole field of four leaf clover just to ensure that i don't even touch that letter at all. hahahaha. okay but my only worry is that i'm in bloody bad fitness state. hahahaha. i seriously don't want to enlist weighing 100kg.
jeh
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don't you think this resembles sam?
okay that's bloody mean and i've already said it before (i even told it directly to her heheh.)
anyway, i'm becoming damn complacent. i improved from ct2. i completed GE. i've got a decent and healthy percentile and ranking. i'm starting to like geog. (a very scandalous and dangerous statement indeed) but the thing is..
so? big deal. it's not like my results are thundering and earth-shakingly fabulous anyway.
jeh