Friday, March 25 8:04 PM
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21) A mole on the left cheek indicates you will be popular, You'll
have lots of friends and your love life wil go smoothly because of
your ability to adapt.
wow (: what crapp. haha.
jeh
Monday, March 21 9:50 PM
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Last night I just wanted to have fun
To go out with my friends
I took my dad's car
I never thought he would find out
But I crashed in a wall
Man I'm dead
I guess it's no use
I'm screwing up ever little thing I ever try to do
I was born to lose
Yeah yeah yeah yeah
God must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down and you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell
And I wanna go home
Last night I had to study for this test
I forgot man I'm dead
And now my brain is bursting out of my head
I can't think I can't breathe
Once again
So what in the world am I supposed to do?
I never did anything to you
So can't you find something else to do?
God must hate me
I wanna go home
jeh
Sunday, March 20 6:13 PM
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I am not what I am
I won't be an evil meanie here so i'll juz give u what's on my mind.
people whom i used to think of as pretty and beautiful when they(and me) were younger now don't look so nice to anymore.
hmm could e converse be true?
my mind's a blur. carol's gone for sure. i dun even think of her at all now (:
but.. there seems to be a vacuum left there..
nah.
perhaps it's a chance for me to revv up and start serious mugging =)
jeh
Saturday, March 5 7:34 PM
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there's lotsa stuff my current classmates don't know abt me (: heh.
jeh
Friday, March 4 10:12 PM
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today is a depressing day.
with depressing chinese results.
with depressing school results.
i'm sad cos i can't imagine me graduating and getting that results. where the hell wld i go to study. Handphone shop?
Even tho it's not my D-D-O cert, i feel darn scared what if that happens to me. for this to happen to people who were expected to get As and Bs.
Especially bad was the Econs results ): it's simply.. depressing. a 70++% pass rate is really.. unbelievable.
jeh
Wednesday, March 2 9:44 PM
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[x] jas
lunch with dennis today somehow helped clear up the thoughts in my head. thoughts abt carol.
dunno how he does it but he seems to be able to bring across things as simple as it is even tho he's a f maths student :P but it really did help destroy any remaining feelings i had abt her. like what he said that how much carol is into christianity and god stuff all that and that stood as a big hurdle btw me and her. like the diff mindsets and diff opinions we wld have. he shld know. he's a free thinker like me.. sometimes i get freaked out when my classmates keep talkin abt god ):
like how jess said that if carol really liked me she wld have replied within 10mins.
or she wld have told me almost instantly that she lost her phone. during chingay.
chingay was 2 weeks ago.
cross my fingers n toes tt i dun go back and feel e same way again.
jeh
Tuesday, March 1 9:19 PM
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a recollection of who's not staying on/can't/not likely to come back..
kahwan
annisa
nellie
elke
hannisha
kiran
merlin
renny
benedict
shermeen
shi ying
it was great knowing you guys; hope you excel in whatever you wanna do, be it poly, jc or overseas ed, juz make sure to give ur 150% in anything you set your mind on. hope we can still keep in touch and remain in contact with eachother although most likely we wun have much chances to do so in the coming months ahead. and yeah. the 6 of us will as always, still be in srjc (: do drop by often!
jeh