jeh

Monday, January 31 8:00 PM

of short weekends and carol replicas

i'm 18! :P no big deal lah.. we had our 1st road run trial today. Me being 18, should be like one of the front runners of the pack =| i ended up right in the middle. it's kinda odd to have all these ppl 1 yr younger than you whizzing past you. i kind of think i may have some mild form of asthma.. my mum has it.. my breathing becomes loud and wheezy during marathons. definately not like anyone i know.

the weekend seemed darn short. my former classmates and me went to celebrate my birthday on friday with some "buffet" at pizza hut. durrhh. it sure isn't a buffet when the total bill comes to 118bux and you hafta order extra juz to make urself full. sort of felt bad making dem foot the 118bill.. which i didn't pay for at all! seriously i would've preferred that they spent it on some outing or picnic for everyone =) well wad's done already can't be undone. wanted to stay over at kerui's hse but dad called to say dorothy (bro's gf) baked a cheesecake for my birthday and they were all waiting at hme for me to come back =| well tt partly spoilt my plans. but e cheesecake sure was gd. she even has a website to place orders (:

we had chingay rehearsal on sat morning which ended only at 12. was supposed to go str8 home after that but went bowling and lunch at serangoon gardens country club with joel :P hahaha. i'm so bad. he literally paid for everything.. lunch.. the 3 bowling games..hahha. what are friends for. came back and went to grandma's hse.. usual routine.

and i went to dorothy's hse on sunday! cycled there.. it's a small place but it sure has some nice decor. ironically our hse is much bigger but the decor seems nondescript. her dad's fanatical abt bikes too (: he 'conquered' the SCV room in the carpark and uses it to store bikes and parts in this small air-conditioned room all sponsored by SCV =) cool stuff. even the electricity for the aircon is free.

i realize carol's plain looking. there's like millions of carol clones walking on the streets.
conversely there's 2 carol replicas in arts.. one frm cchsm the other is some peicai girl. :| i feel so clueless. i can't seem to think of what is it tt makes me like carol so much. and why can't i juz move on and like another girl. grr. the complexities of life.

jeh

Wednesday, January 26 8:25 PM

damnn i have nothing to blog on.. tennis training today was 'okay lor'. i wasn't engaged to play any matches but i'm kinda used to it anyway. the coach doesn't like me :P i wanna try badminton and squash.. but i dunno whether mr yeo's gonna get mad at me for doing tt. i heard he doesn't like kenneth cos he's frm squash.. even tho he was a school tennis player for monfort :| old habits juz die hard. i guess politics is everywhere.

so i shall now talk abt my new class den (: i kinda like my new class lah. even tho i'm like not really a big profile there. i may not get my views heard all e time.. but i guess respect/trust needs time to be gained =) gotta find a way to unite everyone SOON :| and the contact list needs to be done ASAP. grr. there's so much crap to be done. Lit project. CNY Banner. Geog Project. And soon even Econs project. tmd tmd tmd. sometimes it was kinda nice to join jc only after 2nd intake. well there's pros and cons.

if i had e power to break up happy relationships.. (: heheh. i realize so many peeps getting hitched up at this time of e yr. lit lecture tmr.. have to research on that crappy lit hw b.o G. gave us.. i'm like thinkin of dropping lit and taking up bio already :| it's possible.. damn. let's not get up on the wrong foot here.
LIT is FUN. yay (:

haven't seen jonathan dax around sch for a darn long time. the last time i spoke to him he wanted to switch to poly.. that would only mean he's in .. army now? damn.
dax is mourned.

jeh

Saturday, January 15 11:14 AM

you know you really like someone alot when you can't seem to get over a girl even after 2 weeks.

yesterday was so fun! =) i got my class yesterday.. 1a02. anyway lects ended at 1pm so i decided to go to e canteen to see who's there. i was gonna stay back for some tennis anyway. then i met daniel, sean and basically the whole of 2S23 there. they were writing some letter of apology to miss goh for ponning chinese tutorial. Lol. The interesting part is that ms. goh is a GP teacher. haha. then the 2s23 guys started to psycho me to go play street soccer at some court near sr. and someone would DRIVE us there? i tot someone's dad was so kind as to drive a whole bunch of jc guys to go play :| then it turned out that one of them already has a driving licence. haha what a neh. i'll get mine this yr k. and he's not the only one. there's like 2 more srjcians who drive to school! Lol it's like so funny even my chi teacher still takes e bus to school. hahaha it was so damn weird. i was going on a 'soccer class trip' with guys whom i dun even know their names. so typical me :P i talk to j1's whom i dun even know their names. adrian drove us back to school where we had lunch and 'crawled' into the courts. there's this big hole in the tennis fence. played till 5 and went back. so that's what i did one friday afternoon (: thinking of organising a 2s08 pool outing.
reading ling's blog reminds me of Desperate Housewives =)

jeh

Wednesday, January 12 7:45 PM

i'm in a dilemma now. i wanna change a cca but i can't bear to leave tennis ):
hmm so let's sort things out.

1. stay in tennis:
i don't really enjoy training but i like the game.
i like sweating it out on e courts.
115 new j1 girls (:
i hate coach screaming at me.

2. join interact club:
crap sessions with zw.
quite a slack cca.
sit in for meetings. the only sweat u get is probably from the hot classrooms.
maybe not as exciting?

3. Publikashun
a very slack cca.
publish the college newsletter.
period.

4.badminton
i have a racket. that's it. haha.

5. squash
i do not have a racket. ha.

6. Heritage Society
i left that cca cos i found it too dry :|
and to think i was nearly elected President. Lol.

tennis or interact?

It was the 1st CCA recruitment today. the whole concourse was turned into some mini carnival =) quite fun cos it was literally like some marketplace with all the ccas trying to grab new members and strangely even though the tennis desk was placed in some hidden corner, people actually managed to find it and sign up! 38guys and 115girls. nuts. sometimes maybe they juz sign up perhaps of the nice image they get of being in tennis. well it's not worth it if you can't play for nuts and join cos carrying a racket looks nice :| hurr. that's sounds like me. ha.
but seriously, i really dunno whether i shld leave tennis and join interact. it's been bugging me since last yr.

all becos the dumb ppl in the office won't give us 2 cca days.
well i think i'll pon tennis and go for e 1st interact meeting =]

jeh

Sunday, January 9 4:05 PM

i've been hit by jaychoulitis.

jeh

Saturday, January 8 3:44 PM

lyrics for this song are hard to find cos it's a local band.
and it isn't exactly accurate :P

electrico - runaway

Julie, Julie in another day
Now it really isn't far away
that i'm longing to be with you

You've been waiting for another song
Now that's when things begin to become undone
and there's nothing that I can do

There's a sense of us in the air
and that's the time you could never tell

Running away you can't return, up to the door and back again with me
I know,
Running away you drive me wild, even someone who makes me run like you
I know, I know

And there's a place where everything is free
And the water's just like you and me
Like i never seen before

But I would never ever want to go
to a place unless you tell me so
Then you said you wanted more

There's a sense of us in the air
and that's the time you could never tell

Running away you can't return, up to the door and back again with me
I know
Running away you drive me wild, even someone who makes me run like you
I know, I know

Running away you can't return, up to the door and back again with me
I know
Running away you drive me wild, even someone who makes me run like you
I know, I know, I know.

jeh

Tuesday, January 4 11:50 PM

there's so many cute gals in this new batch (: i want to join my OG. why can't i join my OG damnit. stupid workshop programme.

But the Achieving Goals workshop was gd. I used to think that external trainers/trainers who didn't study in vs/srjc were just plain talking crap and just having their head in the clouds. But this guy is one hella philosophical guy, he went to rj, flunked econs but made it gd enuff to study econs in Uni. He joined JP Morgan and other financial houses before starting up his own agency. And he's only freakin 30yrs old. argh. I have like 12yrs more to achieve as much as him. 12-2(ns)=10, 10-6(uni studies)=4. 4-1(perhaps u remain unemployed for 1 year)= 3. By that time i'll be 27. Maybe take 2 yrs to rise up the ranks or get the hang of things and u'll be 29 already. urgh. i'm growing old at a fast rate ): that geog teacher dream of mine may not be so bad afterall. i'll be a geography teacher (: and invite all my students to my wedding hahaha.

jeh

6:27 PM

someone said this abt my 'love life'. :P i myself dun even know the existence of it.

you have a 1st world quality product
but your marketing strategies are third world
you need to provide more avenues for your customer to reach your product.

try to decipher it yourself. dun wanna be a trumpet blower here :|

jeh

Monday, January 3 11:25 PM

first day of school started great.
on the bus i happened to sit beside my chinese teacher. hahaha. and he prob was trying hard to pretend someone else was sitting beside him. morning assembly was conducted in the hall for j2's and on the concourse for j1's. well i attended both. somehow. haha. i was shaking hands and waving farewells and gd byes to my ex-classmates and they were all like half-sad and half-weird look Lol. after seeing that there were hardly any j1's on the porch i ran outta the hall and literally made some olympic sprint across the canteen (: and it was so weird haha. this guy in srjc uniform running round like a mad freak in the maze of 900 freshies :| NINE HUNDRED. that's crazy.
finally settled into my og and it was so weird haha. i started crapping with any person who looked friendly around me. it's like my routine in sr to find someone to crap to =)

we didn't follow the orientation programme.. which made things so horribly boring.
first we had a long story by the principal on why we're here and not out of school or somewhere else then we had to sit thru some 3hr workshop on acheiving goals.. which was horrifyingly boring..it was so damn hard not to sleep there.

it's another 3hr session tmr and the day after.. we only join the j1's again on wed 1.30pm.
that's like the only thing i'm lookin fwd to ):

jeh

Sunday, January 2 11:38 PM

i'm going to miss..

tan chik leng's math tutorials (: you gotta attend or at least hear how he speaks in his lects and tutorials to know how fun his classes are. Lol.

mrs wong's CT periods and bio tutorials. haha. they're chaotic. she's screaming ON HER MIKE and yet hardly anyone's listening. sometimes i think she treats us too nicely. another weird talking tutor.

mdm koh's chem lessons. she juz lurves screaming "j0nathan B0K!... blah blah. can u answer this qn mr B0K?" sometimes sickeningly sarcastic but hey i survived a whole yr of mdm koh.

well sad but they're 101% not gonna teach me this yr.. perhaps i land up with ms goh and ng k0k hua again :| somtimes i agree haha. srjc can be a weird place.

jeh

11:08 PM

sch's starting tmr ): b0ohoo.
1 week with aura 3 and gao fei. :| wonder who i'll meet.

jeh

2:39 PM

a very fashionable bear.
(:

jeh

2:30 PM

signed, sealed, delivered i'm yours.

econs, lit and geog are so going to own me for the next 2 yrs.
it's like having elective geog all over again :|

jeh

1:21 AM

i'm not feeling great. with a tinge of sadness.
well it's not easy giving up on someone you liked for over half a yr rite.

and i juz can't fall asleep!!
i only sleep at like nearly 3 and i woke up at 2pm today ): that's bad.
it's like i'm not even awake for half the day haha.

jeh

Saturday, January 1 6:11 PM

trying/hoping/wishing to forget
gee. but i'm not aiming to have carol as a girlfriend anyway. I really can't foresee or imagine me going for movies or outings with her. It is just something that i cannot visualize :| i just wanna be her friend. but seriously i'll really like to know what's going on in her head.
but really, when so little has happened, what's there to forget abt? but i'll kinda miss the times where she literally runs when she sees me. it's sort of funny (:

it's 2005! (: it's gonna be a yr where i'll nearly know everyone in/out of school. Lol.
the hols were superr!! i met so many new ppl i neva even knew existed. haha. now the prob is remembering their chim names. like yongchun. hell. i call him yj. and urh.. bendy. beiyin. see chee qing. pei pei. hweesian. cheryl. nelson. yl. weijun. duh. that 2S02 girl whose name i neva knew. and loads more. only can rmb their names after seeing their faces.

jeh