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my mum keeps drilling that i must pass J1. well who doesn't. no one plans/has a goal to fail and take a 3yr course =| even the sound of it is so..
this is so darn depressing. no. not girls. promos. i must seriously consider whether i want to continue with math bio chem.. maybe it's my mindset. i'm always expecting the worst to come.
my bloodtype's A. go figure out.
Blood Types and Personalities
Population
Roughly 34% of the world is A +ve and 6% A -ve.
Traits
Obedient, Careful, Sympathetic, Self-Sacrificing, Polite, Honest, Loyal, Emotional, Introverted & Nervous.
Are reserved calm and even tempered. Sensitive to public opinion. May be Introverted, shy and nervous or ill at ease with others. May be Pessimistic. Value relationships and are loyal. Hesitant to change. Nature lovers and dislike crowds - need a private place or secret hideaway. Can be indecisive. Good at team work and obey rules.
Dislike to touch or be touched by others. - so untrue!! hahaha.
jeh
6:10 PM--
If we went on a relentless crusade to change all the 'if onlys' we harboured in our mind, would we be better off or happier then? While on/after your adventurous mission of change, who knows what would you be left with then.
truly food for thought.
jeh
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Back by popular demand
He's single, 17 years old.
He's mesmerizing..
He's sooo cool, so punk
He's Hot..
He's simply Bok..
source: movetomymusic.blogspot.com
overall rating: ************ - 12 stars
get him today!
jeh
8:44 PM--
the wed session was pretty fantastic/fruitful. whereas yesturday.. uhh.. :P it was a session tilted more towards CC Generals and SG rather than Bio. Lol.
Read the 10/90 rule below. it's great stuff i received frm my bro. somehow i already been doing that for quite a while.. but not under that 10/90 name thing. it's my "live in peace and harmony" rule. provoking arguments causes distress between interpersonal relationships. why inflict harm on yourself?
i haven't seen carol in donkey ages. correspondingly, i haven't thought much abt her. altho i do occasionally wish she takes e same bus as me everytime it passes her stop. relax. take it easy man. do not be obsessed. come to think of it, of the 3 'relationships' the 3 of us want to develop/engender, mine seems to be the most optimistic :| but also seems to be the most slow moving. why? whywhywhy. i've already appointed aunt agony(s) for this (: may we come to a consensus and executable plan. let's start.
jeh
2:06 PM--
read this. kewl stuff.
> Discover the 90/10 Principle. It will change your life (at least the> way you react to situations). What is this principle? 10% of life is> made up of what happens to you. 90% of life is decided by how you> react. What does this mean? We really have no control over 10% of what> happens to us. We cannot stop the car from breaking down. The plane> will be late arriving, which throws our whole schedule off. A driver> may cut us off in traffic. We have no control over this 10%. The other> 90% is different. You determine the other 90%.>> How? By your reaction. You cannot control a red light, but you can> control your reaction. Don't let people fool you; YOU can control how> you react.>> Let's use an example. You are eating breakfast with your family. Your> daughter knocks over a cup of coffee onto your business shirt. You> have no control over what just what happened. What happens when the> next will be determined by how you react. You curse. You harshly> scold your daughter for knocking the cup over. She breaks down in> tears. After scolding her, you turn to your spouse and criticize her> for placing the cup too close to the edge of the table. A short verbal> battle follows. You storm upstairs and change your shirt. Back> downstairs, you find your daughter has been too busy crying to finish> breakfast and get ready for school. She misses the bus. Your spouse> must leave immediately for work. You rush to the car and drive your> daughter to school. Because you are late, you drive 40 miles an hour> in a 30 mph speed limit. After a 15-minute delay and throwing $60> traffic fine away, you arrive at school. Your daughter runs into the> building without saying goodbye. After arriving at the office 20> minutes late, you find you forgot your briefcase. Your day has started> terrible. As it continues, it seems to get worse and worse. You look> forward to coming home. When you arrive home, you find small wedge in> your relationship with your spouse and daughter.>> Why? Because of how you reacted in the morning. Why did you have a badday?>> A) Did the coffee cause it?>> B) Did your daughter cause it?>> C) Did the policeman cause it?>> D) Did you cause it?>> The answer is D. You had no control over what happened with the> coffee. How you reacted in those 5 seconds is what caused your bad> day. Here is what could have and should have happened. Coffee splashes> over you. Your daughter is about to cry. You gently say, "It's ok> honey, you just need to be more careful next time". Grabbing a towel> you rush upstairs. After grabbing a new shirt and your briefcase, you> come back down in time to look through the window and see your child> getting on the bus. She turns and waves. You arrive 5 minutes early> and cheerfully greet the staff. Your boss comments on how good the day> you are having.>> Notice the difference? Two different scenarios. Both started the same.> Both ended different. Why? Because of how you REACTED. You really do> not have any control over 10% of what happens. The other 90% was> determined by your reaction.>> Here are some ways to apply the 90/10 principle.>> If someone says something negative about you, don't be a sponge! Let> the attack roll off like water on glass. You don't have to let the> negative comment affect you! React properly and it will not ruin your> day. A wrong reaction could result in losing a friend, being fired,> getting stressed out etc.>> How do you react if someone cuts you off in traffic? Do you lose your> temper? Pound on the steering wheel? A friend of mine had the steering> wheel fall off) Do you curse? Does your blood pressure skyrocket? Do> you try and bump them? WHO CARES if you arrive ten seconds later at> work? Why let the cars ruin your drive? Remember the 90/10 principle,> and do not worry about it.>> You are told you lost your job. Why lose sleep and get irritated? It> will work out. Use your worrying energy and time into finding another> job.>> The plane is late; it is going to mangle your schedule for the day.> Why take out your frustration on the flight attendant? She has no> control over what is going on. Use your time to study, get to know the> other passenger. Why get stressed out? It will just make things worse.> Now you know the 90/10 principle. Apply it and you will be amazed at> the results. You will lose nothing if you try it.>> The 90/10 principle is incredible. Very few know and apply this> principle. The result? Millions of people are suffering from> undeserved stress, trials, problems and heartache. There never seem to> be a success in life. Bad days follow bad days. Terrible things seem> to be constantly happening. There is constant stress, lack of joy, and> broken relationships. Worry consumes time. Anger breaks friendships> and life seems dreary and is not enjoyed to the fullest. Friends are> lost. Life is a bore and often seems cruel. Does this describe you? If> so, do not be discouraged.>> You can be different! Understand and apply the 90/10 principle. It> will change your life.
jeh
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stop thinking of her. that seems to be the topic of the week. do not be obsessed with the girl you like. the more you are, the harder it is to come to terms to talk to her. i think it'll be much better if i thought of carol was a friend and simply talk to her a friend.
jeh
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it seems like the cute/chio people in pri sch juz become uglier as they grow up.
the not so chio ones become swans (:
haha. and to think i had a crush on her back den.
another one of those 'god is equal' phenomenons :P
jeh
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-coming online.
-having no one to 'talk to'. note the inverted commas.
-studying for tests and still doing badly.
i am so sick of ppl who 'save' smses/calls. e.g: sorry. i can't sms you. i must save sms.
sms is not a natural resource. it can be replaced. you do not need to place it under the Singapore Green Plan or Environmental Protection scheme.
it's like i'm not worthy of someone to text to. that pisses me off.. sometimes it's so bad tt i start to think of cancelling my line to save my parent's the hp bills. i dun wanna burden them with something that is hardly used.
i am so darn upset now. it's like i dun have anyone to relate to.. someone to talk to for trouble.. it's like i face alot of problems on my own. i am upset with myself. why am i like that. fuckin hell. why..
i'm sick of people seeing me as a happy-go-lucky person who smiles all day long in school. it is sad that i hide all my underlying problems and troubles under a cheery face.
and for heaven's sake do not read someone's blog out loud esp in the presence of others :( it's like ridicule.
i saw a chiobu frm yjc today. but i'm in no mood to talk abt girls now. sorry.
jeh
7:53 PM--
and saw this! It's that essay Mr Ng gave to us during Chinese.
that's weird.
jeh
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I got out of bed really early because my mom was yelling at me.
I feel i was gonna see tan chik leng at 9.
I'm so stoned.
Last night I had to shave my entire body. Apparently, the lice that I caught from Amanda's friend are really hard to get rid of. I look quite strange with no hair and eyebrows. I'd post pictures, but my webcam is broken.
I want to tell the world that I love you all! You're all so special to me!
I am really annoyed with those assholes at _are_you_hotter_than_us_?, because I am so much cuter than them, and those photos don't do me justice. They can't reject me, so I'm starting my own rating community. Click here to join (the first five applicants are automatically accepted).
Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! I'm so ugly. Don't look at my photos pleeeeeze.
I want to say thanks to the academy for giving me this award.
I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have a terrible skin disease which prevents me from coming into contact with other human beings. And bipolar disorder.
You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you what your favourite sexual position is.
tan chik leng has nose hair.
That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with this poem I wrote. It's about my friend Robert, who has bipolar disorder. Just like me. And Heidi.
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jeh
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He's single, 17 years old.
He's mesmerizing..
He's sooo cool, so punk
He's Hot..
He's simply Bok..
source: movetomymusic.blogspot.com
overall rating: ************ - 12 stars
get him today!
jeh
11:34 AM--
Shld work on to improve bio too.
jeh
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Bok -> not gay.
sorry. so guys pls dun msg me with ur no. ok?
jeh
8:47 PM--
i am not gay. please. as persuasive as it may look, i am not gay.
jeh
11:32 AM--
i don't know him btw.
jeh
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jeh
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but the bad thing is that if they change the html source code then i'm all screwed over =
i went to school today and photocopied the 2001 math C and GP promo papers. now the thing is doing them. lotsa ppl in the library man.. although like a third of them were there for PW.. there were still quite alot studying for prelims and promos. scary.
talkin of PW, i haven't typed the darn 3rd draft. ArGh. why am i like always typing for the grp. tmd de.
F lah. tennis tmr. not that i dun like it but i dun really enjoy the training. like everytime we go for training it's like going for some kinda Tennis Exam.. u've got no skills. no talent. i shall condemn you to the wall foreva. byebye. that feeling ): the coach doesn't realize it but it's darn depressing. nvm 25 days left.. i dun think they'll disturb us during promo period anyway.. i shall rough it out till end of e year and think of what to do next yr.. if i do get promoted? past few days i've been thinking what would happen if i didn't get promoted.. i'll go to arts.. nono. nomore science for me. i also thought like i shld go to mass comm if i really go to poly in the end. science and maths aren't really for me..
decisions decisions. i always get stuck in the middle.
it'll be nice if i had a twin.
jeh
10:10 PM--
Longkang in Colmar, France
An automatic toilet door also in Colmar. You insert a 1 euro coin ($2!) into the slot and the door opens up automatically. machiam like spaceship.
peixuan - jasmine kang and her happened to be in germany on some NUS cultural exchange at that time. they took a train down frm Berlin to our town Mannheim to join us for the christmas holiday. Pic was taken at Strasbourg trainstation on the French-German border.
my german language class - a multi-national one (: spot the russian, polish, kenyan, hungarian , turk, korean(s), the mauritanian(a muslim nation in Africa) and the Singaporean.
03vs4E - one of our pics as a "class" haha.
the grandstand - you won't see this anymore. Saint Andrew's repainted it. grrr.
Some of the highlights from my album. the full set is available at: http://community.webshots.com/user/pigbrain87
jeh
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jeh
8:46 PM--
some guys here are pretty gd-lookin imho.
but sr girls are NOT chio ): i mean the majority. some are so ugly they make u feel depressed.
lol. that's bad. one shldn't capitalize on other's faults.
jeh
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may be true for me. big clumsy me was chasing for that fookin bus. instead i fell rolling down the stairs =| grazed my right hand and my butt feels like a block of cheese :| haha so what if like the whole srjc saw me rumble down e overhead bridge haha. i gt my 15secs of fame (:!
jeh