jeh

Tuesday, August 31 6:39 PM

every guy must have a plan to get a chick.

1. make friends with her.
2. say 'hi' (that's hard).
3. find something to talk to her abt.
4. wish for e day she falls sick so u haf an excuse to call her (:
5. ?

i think ms goh's biased. biased ass. she's so old and naggy i wish MOE juz came thru the door and fired her :| just becos my GP essays are modern and liberal doesn't mean she has to constantly fail me. arGh.

pigbrain.cjb.net doesn't seem to work. those nuts deleted my account! grr. saying i breached their guidelines blahblah. !

jeh

Thursday, August 26 1:30 PM

i fell extremely ill yesturday. it all started with a minor fever in the morning. somehow it became worse during PE. And during math lect someone prob passed round the flu and that was the KO punch =| by Chinese lesson my temp was soaring at 39.16! By the time i reached home i was flat on the bed.. stupid 6kg bag prob made it worse..

jeh

1:17 PM

Supreme Reformnist Junior Conglomerate
Dept of Demographical Evolution

jeh

Monday, August 23 9:40 PM

hmm. i talked to dax in the aquarium today. u knoe you hafta talk to a slacker like him to realize that there's always better, shorter and more productive ways of doing stuff. (: he transferred frm science to arts to do econs hist and lit. even thou he didn't take lit in sec4. and he was forced to drop A math like me :| fooking ang pow chew. aRgh. i sort of regret not taking lit and choosin to drown in math and chem instead.. bohoo. sad for me.

41 days to promos. scary.
juz came back frm math tuition. fook i smell like some stinking cow(!) gonna wash up and do bio and math. "yay!" must act happy.

carol avoids me ): that's sad.

jeh

Saturday, August 21 11:16 PM

i saw carol at the kovan bus stop today. i smiled at her but she looked dead ahead instead. =|
perhaps she didn't know i existed.
some ppl think i have a nice firm ass. as if they really touched and felt it before?!

anyway as above i was with my PW grp when i saw carol at the bus stop. my pw grp doesn't really know who carol is but i juz stopped and stoned there while we waited for 153. ugh whenever carol is nearby i just turn into stone and my voice gets stolen away. i smiled at her as i walked towards the bus entrance but she equally stood there stoning at the traffic whizzing down upp serangoon rd. pretension? i don't know. i'll be glad if she just saw my smile. as i walked down the aisle that scene kept replaying in my head. i sat apart frm my teammates and stoned beside the window seat thinking; 'another wasted chance'.

we went to gao fei's condo-like punggol flat for PW. can i say that her parent's must be earning big bucks to come frm china and work here. aircon in her room is like FOC. her flat is fooking nice to be a hdb flat. even has full marble and parquet flooring. perhaps the only thing missing is a jacuzzi or pool. great view frm her room too. can even see the sea and m'sia frm her window.

i realized something.
the source of hatred and dislike stems from poor understanding of eachother. okay i admit lah. i used to dislike gao fei alot cos of her attitude and all that. but you somehow learn that you may not be gd in one area but be darn great in another aspect. she sure is artistically and musically talented. i can't even play the recorder. she prob feels darn lonely in that exec-flat of hers when her parents are like away for 80% of the day. she was like grabbing every chance to show us her photos or her art pieces and prob her whole house to us. maybe it is true that she's been misunerstood all this while.

hey punggol isn't really that far. infact singapore isn't v. big. like duh haha.
there's a direct bus to pasir ris from punggol. in the end i took bus and east-west line hme.
otherwise i would've taken that sengkang lrt, NEL, north-south line and then change to the east-west one just to get to kembagan. taking every single trainline in singapore just to get from punggol to kembangan =x

i saw mjc for e 1st time. seems pretty big and new. like some police complex with all those blue and silver fittings. haha but they had to cover their school crest cos i heard like SMU wanna sue them cos the mjc badge looks exactly like the smu one. only tt they'll laterally inverted. heard that they gotta change the sch crest again.

ppl tell me mjcian life sucks. well not as if srjc is a bed of roses. mabbe just be happy with and appreciate what you have..

jeh

Tuesday, August 10 4:36 PM

boring day. lotsa work to do but i dun feel like doing.
we had a GP discussion this morning at 10 for our essay title "Does Diligence guarantee success? Discuss." talk talk talk.. we came up with the essay body slightly after 12. now the prob is tt we gotta type it all into powerpoint which is gonna take some time..
Hopefully this GP presentation crap is just a one-off thing =|

jeh

Sunday, August 8 5:38 PM

jonathan wants an mp3/fm player. mabbe he can trade in his crappy discman for a kewl deal!
however he does not think it will magically appear just because he keeps wishing for it haha.

gonna call kerui later for tutorials.
math tuition tomorrow morning.
mabbe go to sim lim/albert centre to get the player.

GP discussion on tues. bah.
as if PW wasn't enuff.
at least i finished the 1st draft for the written report.

jeh

5:11 PM

the 2nd day of SIF Symposium was short.
Not that i wanted it to be longer anyway. i wished they divided us into smaller discussion grps instead; similar to pre-u sem or sumthing. basically we just sat there listening speech after speech. and lots of coffee breaks. overall it was pretty okay, but i think they should've given us a chance to know the other delegates betta too. cos every school was literally 'clumped' together ya know. that 'girls sit together and guys sit in that area syndrome'? didn't really get to talk to everyone.

as usual our lunch table was invaded by nyjcians again. yesturday was the big-eYed ny girl, today it was this bunch of kids frm one of the 3 GP classes of nyjc which their teacher forced them to come. another grp of invading forces which came in gazillions was yjc. dunno how many of them came as i didn't get a chance to talk to them. and i noticed something:

nyjc, yjc : came in thousands.
srjc, rjc : represented by only 2 delegates.
tpjc, pjc : none.
njc, mjc : none.

weird rite. haha.

jeh

Friday, August 6 8:40 PM

it's high time i thought abt what the hell i'm doing in jc. or for that matter, math-biochem.

1. i already decided during 1st 3 mths that i wanted to go to poly, SP Biotechnology. As early as after sec4 mid yrs i had already planned on that.
2. vs teachers already told me; i'm not jc calibre. i dun have the big guns to fight with rafflesians and those brain-nuts in the A Level.
3. vs principal and my eng teacher (also HOD for eng) told me; even if i were to go to jc, i'm not exactly the science type of person. i'm more for the arts. your english is gd, your math totally suck. you fit the mould of a typical arts student.
4. i barely scraped thru to get into jc. the vs principal even asked me personally after the prelims whether i wanted to repeat sec4, he even reserved a place. i charged on ahead instead, something i haven't regretted at all. for the record, my ground shaking prelim L1R5 was 41.
5. Dropping A Maths would adversely affect your C Maths in jc.

But how in the world did i land up in jc, in science, taking maths c, doing chem and bio and getting screwed like hell not only in the midyrs but practically almost everyday?

if i went for 1st 3 mths i wouldn't have joined science..
but i never regretted going to vs.

i always get stuck with such predicaments. it's like i'm always stuck in the middle out of nowhere. on the fence. so it's great that at least i made it to jc lah, there's millions of 21, 22 pointers out there crying their eyes out in MI or poly. Life as a student in sg simply sucks lah.

promos are slightly less than 2 months away. right now it's everything i do is for the promos.
but what lies ahead after that ie. when the promo results come out?
F F F? AO AO AO? poly?

screw it lah. my PW secretary just called.
and i foolishly approved to have a meeting tomorrow at 9am to finish up the 1st draft Written Report. ok ok fine. pw so be it. get it over and done with. i'll insert a time slot. 9-1pm. anything left undone after that will have to be done seperately on our own time at home. this simply sucks.

jeh

Thursday, August 5 8:15 PM

1st day of SIF Symposium.
it's terribly weird that there's only 2 guys representing srjc when nyjc sent like the whole school there. they probably forced them to go cos there were so darn many lians around. lians interested in 'global challenges facing southeast asia'? (!) but there were a few cute lians around (: this gal who sat 1 row infront of us and ended up sharing the lunch table with us. her eyes are so damn mesmerizing man. delegates frm hcjc, vjc and ajc came in street clothing. must be some undercover mission to spy on neighbourhood colleges or sth. haha.

and SAJC stood out like sore thumbs wearing their black blazers :P
there was a grp frm acjc and we sat with them. they're not as dao as u think..
infact acjc ppl seem quite friendly. and they thought we were also ny cos sr is also BROWN =|

Literally like a brown party today. nyjc mobbed the place together with jjc. which is also brown!

jeh

Monday, August 2 8:26 PM

i went to sch today and everyone started askin me abt who's this who's that. who's no.1, 2 and 3. my whole class seems to be followers of my blog :P huello 1s08.

i'm getting increaseingly pissed with these 2 ppl in my class. both females. both dark complexioned. both --- ok i can't give so much details or else the whole class will know. being ct rep means striking a balance k. haha. just so farkin pissed with their bloody attitude man. why why why. why must i be blessed with such classmates. no chiobu nvm.. got AP i mind. must work like a cow man. promos exactly 2 mths away. i plan to tone down all my pw activities. and fook lah. i gotta tick off one of my grp members. she's fooking lazy and have sucha terrible attitude. perhaps i shouldn't tell mrs wong abt her. she'll only strike us down for poor collaboration.. gotta approach Tan Lee Sze instead.

SIF symposium this thurs and fri. wonder what 'chiobus' i'll see there haha. inverted commas intended. kind of regret not taking part in this yr's Pre-U sem. heard it was great fun. missed Temasek Seminar and Racial Harmony SL too. ArGh. must look out for these kinda stuff in the future. and i gotta chase mrs wong to hand me the CIP form!

oh man. i need an organiser. i need a girl. haha.

jeh