jeh

Wednesday, July 28 8:17 PM

haf to see mrs ting tmr at 12.30pm for the SIF Seminar.
shikes there's only 2 srjcians going for that and i was paired with this guy named Issac.
I was actually hopin it was a gal :P

jeh

8:07 PM

foook lah. track and field finals were held today but no one told me =| didn't even know it was today. was actually lookin forward to it to cheer for vs man. seems like srjc doesn't care abt track anyway; no one talks abt the finals. if we ever got in.

sr sr. but jc still rox man.
we're anti-MI. hawhaw.

brenda's new hairstyle makes her look like a guy. haha.
didn't see carol today.
no.3 is tall. she is tall.

jeh

Monday, July 26 6:20 PM

i saw carol today ; through the corner of my eye.
Even though i knew she was there i didn't want to look at her. Some possesive force just called on me not to look at carol. neither did i see brenda. i think she's avoiding me ever since my 'great' friend daniel did me a fantastic favour for me by telling her tt i somehow had a crush on her. as ling put it - sometimes just shutting that organ called the mouth does wonders. even though you've lost like 2 beauties you can still fish for more.
easier said than done. the sea in srjc isn't very big. i wouldn't even call it a pond. or a fish tank.
sheesh. they were the ones i really liked =
i saw no.3 today though. she was standing just next to me at LT5 but i juz couldn't muster the courage to even say hi. screw yu man. i'm so fugging shy. got guts to talk cock sing song but can't even say hi to a girl.

anyway i also failed my target for last week.. failed to get carol's and brenda's no.
couldn't even talk to them.
total mission failure.

i must open up more/faster rate.
there's over 800 J1s in sr but i hardly know more than 40.

on the brighter side, academics are picking up man.
i'm starting to udnerstand bio tutorials and lectures.
seem to be getting the hang of maths C lects and tutorials too.
need to work on chem.
chinese ah.. undescribable. i'm trying my best but u see, i gotta spread the attention and focus around now. all my subjects aren't that sunny and rosy.

today seemed qutie an -okay- day even though it was long.
one thing is for sure. you gotta keep up with ur tutorials or u'll be lagging like mad and be thrown into the vicious cycle again.

i saw audrey on the bus this morn!
but that's totally out of point =|

jeh

Saturday, July 24 10:11 AM

many ppl crying and whining abt their sec sch friends now.
well what i have to say is: move on. let's not cry over spilt milk.
ok so mabbe this has gotta do with VS life. vs guys are like that. we make and break frens damn fast. it's a fact of life. hawhaw.

i realize besides those in my class and og, i hardly know anyone outside 1s08 and Zeal2.
this sucks lah. why am i so shy...

all my posts seem to end with brenda or carol (!)
i'm a pessimist when it comes to this kinda thing.
i dun think either brenda or carol likes me anway.
that's sad.

jeh

Wednesday, July 21 5:01 PM

mrs kok is one smart ass. it's a darn great idea having Srjcian's day. it totally rocked =]
well they achieved what they wanted. i'm actually somehow 'proud' to be a srjcian now.

great weather we're having nowadays. Everytime when we walk outta the gate at 5++ the sunset is so darn nice.
even betta. it's starting to rain this mth!

carol is so dao =\ i mean she is dao only to me..
and brenda's name is spelt b-r-E-n-d-a not b-r-a-n-d-a.
brenda =) nice name. didn't see no. 3 today.

jeh

Sunday, July 18 3:39 PM

suresh was showing us the results for last yr's batch of 2s08 (which is doing e same combi as me). WTF man wtf!!
only 9 out of 23+ ppl made it to a local U. the rest are floating in space.
!!!
that's one sucky sinking feeling.

jeh

Saturday, July 17 3:04 PM

life's a f***. it was only after hon meng told me thati
realize myself using more swear words. sometimes this rules applies:
"act blur live longer". Some things are betta left unsaid. In other
words, stfu at e correct time!

midyr results are coming. so far i only know bio and chem results.
Bio's AO, i dunno my chem and math C final grades. it won't be a
pretty sight.

carol is so dao. see her almost everyday on e bus but she totally daos me. how nice =
hmm. branda. she's a nice kid.

this sucks man. jc is all but study study like a cow.
dun mention PW. it's a burden.
my mum is such a nag.

jeh

Sunday, July 11 11:05 PM

went back to VS yesturday to collect my cert, not many teachers around. Only the office clerk remembered me! neh neh de. we were trying to call for mdm teo at e staffroom when ms kong saw us thru the glass door. (after a round of playing yoyo in the staffroom with Liong that AP art teache). wtf. we change uniforms andd she can't recognise us anymore! how can she forget her most memorable student who U-turned his f9 in prelim comb humans into B3 at O level. with minimum studying. hahaha. anyway many of our teachers weren't in school. Saw ms tang having a class on but when we returned the whole class vanished.
not exactly a great time least to say.

had lunch with captian long keith and yx at roxy. den i realized how nice that ban mian shop at roxy is. the auntie even remembered us. so ironic. our own teachers can't recognise us anymore but the ban mian auntie can!

VS changed alot. i miss those 1st few days in new vs man. it was like damn carefree. we walk around the building like our grandfather school without fearing Chia. it's like no one gives a f*** abt that toilet pass nonsense. he can't RUN fast enough to catch us anyway and there's so many damn toilets to hide in lol.

anyway back to sr. =| the building's not tt fantastic lah but e ppl are nice. some teachers are downright weird too haha. eg our new chinese tutor mr ng. to be honest i have this impression of him being a durian/fruit seller before deciding to tarnish the image of MOE by becoming a Chinese Teacher. and of cos bernard tan. it's unique tt his PE lessons are so strict but everyone still likes him.

hmm. if only i could find out who those gals in my 'fan club' are..
schite. everyone else knows except me!

just remembered tt i have an enzymes test tmr. +gotta finish chem post-MY exercise.
+cell division tutorial. darn. keeping to promises is hard.

-jonathan

jeh

Wednesday, July 7 7:56 PM

Have lots of admin stuff to do tmr.

1. sign up for Social Entrepreneurship seminar at mr alex lum's pigeon hole.

2. buy srjc PE shorts. Bernard Tan is getting pissed tt i still wear the VS one even thou it's also black. (duh!it's juz e logo that's e problem!)

3. ask CT abt CIP for Science Centre.

4. meet carol! haha. tt's if i see hEr.

hmm. i think that's abt it.

jeh

Friday, July 2 11:54 PM

exams over. hols till tuesday. sat at home bored outta my bones.

it kind of unfortunate tt all my close friends dun stay anywhere near me. the last guy was like wilfred who moved out of kembangan in pri 6! anyway didn't contact him much since p6.. even though he's on my msn list.

Like one of those friends-only-when-we-see-each-other kind? eg: Grace Ang Shu Hui. She stays beside my Uncle. She was my tuition classmate. We used to be damn good buddies last year lor. How often does ur fren actually live beside ur uncle/cousins?! Even though she got me into deep shit a few times and i invested so much time and effort into the friendship, everything seemed to break down after our last tuition lesson. technically no lah. i went with her to orchard during one of my free O'level days to buy some stuff. and i like bought/made her lotsa those friendship kind of gifts. on the last day i even blatantly gave her 20bux to top up tt damn Green Card of hers coz she didn't have any value left and ATM topups had those bonus values inside which top up cards didn't. not like as if i'm a scrooge but it's not even gracious at all tt she didn't even make an effort to return it to me or even contact me after i came back from germany.. i even sent her a handwritten letter while i was in germany! wtf. this is how you treat your buddy. WELL DONE grace. and i dunnno why you always seem to discriminate against me among all ur other friends. this may sound damn piercing but it's not like as if you're some bombastic out of this world BABE from venus. you're just another face in the crowd. So dun think i will always come crawling to ur service whenever you find me. you get what you give. nobody wants a friend who hardly/neva replies and is neva around when needed the most. i'm sick of all that. i'm sick of the way you treat me as a friend. if you ever thought i was one.
Her treatment towards me is a damn irony of the meaning/derivative of her name.

grace. argh. please man. why can't i have a descent nice friend for once. sk. now grace.
or pherhaps it's the i've-got-a-gurlfren/boyfren-now syndrome. it's bloody unfair you know. a girl/guy comes by and you throw ur buddies out the window? wtf! i sense another potential buddy-thrower. Ian. During 2nd orientation we were like damn close..talk cock sing song play mahjong. now that guy is like swamped with girls already. even have gf now man. i haven't heard frm him for almost 1 mth. this sucks man. Dennis may be equally thirsty for gals but he definately still keeps his friends lor. He's one guy def. lives up to his name. Ian.. whatsup with you man.

Amongst all this turmoil i start to think that vs friends are still the nicest/crappiest. Although we haven't seen each other for almost 3 or some even 6 mths or more we still click. there's still crap to talk abt :D yx and maybe tong hwa. lifelong crapping partners haha.

this sucks man this sucks. i hate politics.
another thing going on is the birthday celebration for wati, leong shen, norashikin and gao fei. The Asst. CG head wanted to celebrate their birthday so now they wanna ask everyone to pool money for the cake. She initially wanted to use class funds but treasurer said tt was not appropriate, not everyone loves cakes. if you get what i mean. Then they started talking abt why mr CG head was not participating in the organisation. wth! can stop critisizing and do sumthing more productive and raise sr's ranking instead of arrowing me?! So, being gracious and kind mr CG head came into the process. went around and asked what flavour everyone wanted. chocolate. fine.. okay. The thing propping up is in black and white lah. our class is marginalized into 3 sections. The guai kia muggers. The Jean Party. And the Kerui/ZW/me Party. Jean's and our side are actually on quite gd terms lah. it's the guai kias. working with them for pw, they're not very receptive. they will also talk behind ur darn back lor. The thing is, not all 3 sides are happy with this idea.. they dun actually wanna celebrate the birthday of someone they dun like.. But being a joint celebration it happens that one of us is there. Then being CG head i find it hard to bridge the gap between everyone. its hard to work with such people you know.. ugh. Helping out in the organisation of this somehow goes against 'my party'. i just hope they understand lah. pherhaps i get it over and done with.

just thinking and typing this makes me exhasted.
everywhere i go, every school i go to people always land me some leadership post. tt's not a bad thing. it isn't that great too. I can lead the way, but i gotta have the full suppt of everyone.
that's what's severely lacking.
it sucks being the guy always answering for it.

jeh

Thursday, July 1 11:16 PM

y0yoyoy0yo. it's thurs! My bro came back frm Thailand today. He went there with his usual ex-jc mates on some package tour. hmmm. it'll be damn interesting if kerui, zhongwei and me went on some overseas trip together. it's like non-stop b.s when we come together man. haha. i juz feel so at ease talking cock singing song with them.

Biology paper ended today marking the end of the Midyrs. Like yixin..i'm starting to feel the anguish and fear of exams and that darn R word. Results. Repeat. Retain. But i think we really shouldn't keep thinking of retaining lor..it's like a lazy way out. We now have 3 MONTHS exactly BEFORE PROMOS, i think it's a pretty good chance for 2nd intakeeslike us who missed out so damn much to catch up. I will finish my tutorials from now onwards. That's my promise for rest of e yr till promos.

1st thing. Right before the paper started i was having a hellish time with my stomachaches again. I dunno why it happens but it seems tt it only comes around on exam periods or when stress levels are boiling/vapourizing. MCQ Paper was EASY. When Jonathan says it's easy, it bloody means it's chicken backside for everyone. But i gotta say paper 2 was harder. Essay was okay, but i didn't know how to "describe the secretion of an enzyme out of a cell". Talked about Endoplasmic Reticulum and Smooth and Rough ER all that. Dun think i'll get that correct. Biologoical molecules was a surprisingly major topic. Stuff like Protein Quaternary and Teritary structure came out. f! I only could recall stuff that i hastilly studied for the Proteins test. And alot of e paper was on theory lor.. last year's paper was mostly from grpah reading and general recall. I think Bio is gonna be as on the rocks as Chem. Really man. I tried so hard.

I really think sg education system is really f-ed up with all the tests and tortourous checks on performance. I truly think that if you can find a way to exploit the system (i really believe Econs, Geog, Hist will work for me), exams ane tests are gonna be a stroll in the park.

My friend in NAFA scored 12 pts but she chose NAFA instead cos she simply can't stand edu system. and she's frm tkgs k!
Well mabbe cos she can draw gd stuff too. She's like pitying and symphathizing my predicament in jc now..

On a lighter note; had quite a fun time today. Touring the area near the Police CLubhouse. Zhongwei and kerui live there. kerui's hse was like so interesting :D his little room is half the size of mine. but my room contains stuff like a book shelf with 'many stuff not related to jc', and many A Level books which (sadly) i dun touch often. but i still use them! I was thinking how fun it is to study and then have ur neighbours walk past the corridor and look at you. When i open my window and study all i see is a mango tree. haha. but that tree recently bore lotsa fruits tho. there's like supa millions of mangoes in my hse now thanks to that productive tree. and they're SWEET! it's surprising that fruits frm our garden are actually sweet Lol.

and no. i dun target friend's siblings. That's playing with fire.
Be Safe. Always keep GoldenHorse Brand Fire Extinguisher nearby.

jeh

11:01 PM

i MUST tone down all my remarks and comments =x yesyes. i admit n confess. my mouth is very foul. acidic.
excess H+ ions.

And i think i gotta have more pleasent things said in my blogs :P blogs must have pleasent memories rite. Also cuz of the new links i adding up with my classmates. 'Make stuff more relevant.'
Will update the links and fix that darn tag page in the NEAR FUTURE :D

For the ill-informed, there used to be all-out bombardments strikes and nukes abt pple i dislike being mentioned in my blog. Lol. Gd enuff to make it to the New Paper.

jeh